Throughout this experience, the one thing I’ve truly desired from all parties involved is honesty and the truth.
Doctor B filled me with a lot of false hope. Everything I was told I didn’t have, and felt relief about not having, I am now finding out from Doctor C that I do have.
I don’t really know how my friends feel about all this. And honestly, even if they don’t care, I’d like them to just come out and tell me, so I can know where I stand.
Clearly, when my body is battling itself, I don’t even know where I stand with myself most of the time.
But ultimately, I need a support system that is honestly, truly going to be supportive.